Life seems to be fucking me over at the moment. I know, retreating into myself is the most counterproductive thing to do right now, but it all feels like it's too much than I can handle.
First, I can't go and meet my friends because of covid regulations, the fact that they're all scattered in the country for their universities and I don't want to come off as weird after not being able to contact them for a long time because work & family keep on occupying my life. I would love to see them again, because I miss them very much... But the worst part is probably that I'm going to have to say goodbye to my pet turtle soon. He's been fighting with the abscess bump on his ear for some years now, but no matter how much counter-measures I take, like keeping the aquarium as clean as possible or feeding him less protein and more vitamins, it keeps on coming back and the doctor even said that there's no other option but to put him down...
@Lensing Never thought I'd meet another musician on here that's also used to perform every weekend, but I feel you very much on this, especially since I also played in a band since I was 7 and I'm almost 22 now. Although, I rather play a brass instrument.
I think it's slowly going uphill again though, staying in contact with band members usually makes it easier to get together when there's a little opening to meet up, even if practises are a little difficult to do with regulations and such.