No.
Because my vision look like this

And I have no skill nor I am willing to put any effort, so I just do something like this.

How I imagine thing is like this, but the images fade very quickly like flashes. So, it is hard to actually have it matches my vision because. . . What to envision?
Original image of the apple

I am never a studious or smart person, I do not understand things like artistic theories, I have no discipline; it is borderline impossible to study, practice, and improve my art.
I used to be more openly insecure about my art and the (lack of) attention it get, I used to be more (secretly) competitive and want to arise as a better artist, but it drained me so fast. It also made it feel hard to enjoy or even see art made by other people without feeling down.
I want none of that now, it's stupid, people hate it, I hate it, and I no longer have time and energy for it.
I now take a very selfish and laid-back attitude towards my own art (and to some degree, other people's art). If it's for my own enjoyment, then I should do everything at my own pace and just don't care about other people except some select few.
For now, being able to communicate idea is enough for me. It's probably the ugliest apple you have ever seen. The lack of effort is 100% conscious and deliberate; it was done in a minute and while I could have taken it more seriously, I chose not to. However, you all can see it's a red apple with a yellow streak used to elaborate my point, and it's all that matters.
And don't worry, for a story format, I have found a perfect way to juggle my strange lack of visual imagination and my very laid-back artistic approach. It is called. . . Writing it! Even a simple "Medium sized red apple with a yellow streak on its right side" beats everything.