Oh my goodness this is fun but also reminds me the reason I started to write this monster:
Lets see I had started spring semester of college and I was only in one class, my favorite professors creative writing class. At the time, I was going through a lot of things because I wanted to be someone else. I didnt want to be me because in my head, the me at the time wasnt up to standards of what I wanted if that makes sense.
So I started to change. I started to dress better, dye my hair, open myself up to more friendships. The complete opposite of how I use to be. However, during that time, the past where I use to hurt people started to follow me. Stalk me constantly. It never left me and dragged my guilt threw the mud.
Whenever I succeeded in going out with people and having a good time some how some way, an old ex friend would find me and tear me down or something I did would be brought up and I tried to play it off but the more I started to try and stray away from what I truly was, the more my past would haunt me. Belittle me. Tell me that I was nothing more than trash.
So I would sit down and listen to "Price of Freedom" by Dday One. I started to think that, I wasn't the only one who was running away from their past. At some point, everyone tries to hide who they really were at one point because they appeared to be an ugly person or they did some terrible things. And one day, I was in tears from something, I had asked myself "What is the price of freedom?" What does it take for us, who made mistakes in the past, to be free from that.
And then the story was born XD