haha one of my hobbies is listening to sad music and crying, and I even have different playlists for being sad in the winter and summer. Apparently I inherited it from my grandma
Anyway, I won’t share all of them, because it probably reveals too much about me and my mental health history (no shame in it though, get help if you can/need to!) I’m doing a lot better these days!
1) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9SVzapqfNU
On a Day Like Today by Keane: I related to this one in college a lot before/during when I started going to therapy. At the time, I didn’t know why I was struggling, I just knew that, after meeting high expectations for years, I was suddenly struggling and letting everyone down and had no clue how to explain it to them. Another reason I like this song is because there are just a few lyrics, but I feel like you can combine them/ break them up in a lot of different ways to get new layers of meaning.
2) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC_P-VRLU8c
Kitchen Sink by Twenty One Pilots: Not really sad, more inspiring than anything, but has also made me cry. Particularly the part where Tyler screams “leave me alone,” because I listened to it for the first time when I was probably the busiest I had ever been, was under a lot of stress, and everything just felt like too much.
3) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC26XpXjSVw
A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay: This one doesn’t really make me sad, more calming, but has that somber feel and is on my summer “sad cowboy” playlist haha. I guess it also astral projects me back to a childhood full of beige summers where everything seemed yellow and bleak and it was too hot to go outside, but this was playing on my family’s stereo.