I talked to a counselor and i’m going to see about accessibility options and get myself a personal school computer to see if that works, and then i’m asking my parents to take me to a doctor about this stuff. I basically forgot all about it for a while but now i’m going to do it because I can’t keep doing this and I don’t want this to be the rest of my life, and I’m sick of trying to make it work just by doing it. There is something happening beyond my own ability to change and probably other than ADHD.
I dunno I just had to tell someone. I just felt a need for the forum to know this because I have a complex about it now, and it’s too strong a feeling not to express to someone else, and this is the only social media where I know someone will see this. Thank you all for making me feel how desperately I need to change.
