Shipping is tempting, not gonna lie.I do all sorts of permutation and combination with my characters to see what fits best, and because of that my mind feels like a bunch of wires all muddled up.
Yeess, the best kind of shipping is the awkward one. And then there are the tsundere-kuudere ones, the fiesty ones, the roasters, gosh.
Two characters whom I've always wanted to end up together are not in my current story, but they've always been what made me grow as a person, all these years. After listening to youtube critiques, story thrashings, movie thrashings, and all those rants on bad books, their interactions changed from the superfluous passionate ones to the more realistic ones. Their conflicts and core beliefs are tested because of their love for each other and that's what makes them grow as characters. Plus they are awkward. That's what makes them special for me.