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I have a new account made in tapas and two other websites that are anonymous and have the same names and stuff as the anonymous profile, to make stories (Wattpad and tumblr), but what can I make for these sites profiles? And make illustrations related to webcomics? and how can I do whatever I want with my webcomics online and in private without restricting myself? I want to have fun with making comics but not to a point where I feel trapped on what to make online with an audience vs what to make traditionally without sharing to an audience. Because I know sharing it with an audience is not always a walk in the park. I’m (and I have always been) scared to share online my comics and stories because I don’t know what to share and what to keep to myself. And I also wrote that I would be kept anonymous, but I would also make sure to not make my nickname too familiar to my other account names I made in the past. I know I can share whatever I want online, but I never shared much before and I’m nervous. What can I share online to experiment my comfort and needs with my comic making skills? What can I draw and make at this rate…? I also want to draw and make comics for fun for myself. I’m so stuck on what to make!
What prompts can I use to draw/write online? If prompts don’t jar my memory, what can I do? And how can I draw and show what I’m really passionate about and dig in deep without demotivating myself to show it to others for opinions?

Also I know how to draw, but I’m scared people will hate my art immediately. And yes, I know some people would like it, and some people would hate it, but for some reason I felt a huge jolt of fear stopping me from posting online. Is it because of rejection? or something else?

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well, this question only you can answer.

As far as this is concern, there are writing prompts you can use everywhere. there are several writing prompt threads on this forum alone and you can also find writing prompts online, as well as getting motivation from cartoons, movies, songs etc. try coming up with a plot idea based off of a song you like and things like that. Challenge yourself to make a good story out of a trope you hate and things like that

I don´t understand what holds you back when it´s anonymous.

Draw and write exactly what you would want to read

Why are people taking all of this negatively, when I’m just saying what needs to be said? I did what my other response from a previous response in here of mine said. I’m not going to keep that same art account to post stuff everyday. I’m experimenting with it to see how to make my own art account. I’m just really scared that people would hate me and laugh at me, just like with my writing. I asked the same question on Reddit’s artistlounge before twice, and one person responded!
I just want to be a better artist and writer. But I just don’t know how to draw without, being scared and create rejection and anger in myself. And like I said before, I’m really scared about publishing and whether people like what I make or not!!
How do I face my fears before drawing? If I don’t draw something when I’m 19 years old I’ll let my years go to waste! How can I make something for myself when I’m stuck?
You don’t understand, making art and trying to share with other people at 19 yo and realizing you can’t share it with anyone and being more and more scared of people’s, is just like stage fright!!! Definitely you and the art are the person, and the computer and online is the stage, and the audience is your stage fright audience hating everything you do! And that’s how I feel! I’m too scared to share it with everyone as long as they hate me! Now what can I do?

But the anonymous uploading sounds like a good plan. A lot of artists work with a pseudonym.
So what holds you back from doing it?

I made good experiences with it myself, I write erotic adult stories and I work on an erotic / humour
comic. There are some reasons why I don´t want to publish it under my name. One reason is that
I will lose clients. It´s also easier for me to write and draw with a free mind and without pressure.
I don´t show anything to anyone and publish anonymous and that means it doesn´t matter at all
what people think. I published stories online and got some good and some bad critic, the story
was too cliché for some readers. I took the critique way better than I would have taken the critique
if it was under my name. There will always people who dislike everything, but I don´t care about
these people

No one's taking this negatively, they're just saying to just go for it. Realistically, you have nothing to lose by posting whatever you want, especially because you're remaining anonymous. I know it'll be difficult, but you have to set aside your anxieties, approach this from a whole new mindset when you post from your new accounts. This is your chance to express yourself creatively without having to worry about others' opinion.

You're right in that not everyone is going to like what you make, but that doesn't matter so long as you find joy in what you make. I've been writing online for ages so I understand that criticism can be hard to handle at the start, but you'll never get over that anxiety you feel if you just overthink it. You have to take that initial leap to get going.

Maybe try making something, art or writing, it doesn't matter as long as it's something you want to make. If it helps, use something you've already made but weren't planning to post online, or just make something without thinking of posting it, then schedule it to be posted at a time when you're asleep. When you wake up, it'll be there and you'll have taken that first step.

Honestly, I think you just need to do whatever you want to do. Don't overthink it. Everyone who posts online comes across people who dislike their work, but we also find a lot of people who love it and connect with what we create. Your creativity is valuable and something that can bring joy to others.

Honestly based off of this and your last post, you sound like you have a lot of anxiety and aren't ready to make your work public. My advice remains that same as the last one share with people you trust first. Get used to that. Make a private discord server or something and invite a very limited number of people to it that won't make your anxiety spike like this. You can make it public and post online somewhere when you're ready. You don't need to rush youself.

Further more I hope you take care of your mental health, anxiety sucks. It took me a lot of time to convince myself to post my novel and I'm proud I eventually made it here. I took that time I needed to adapt and get used to the idea. If you have access therapy might be a good idea to help with this stress and anxiety that's stopping you from doing what you want. If not maybe try finding some coping mechanisms on your own or taking to people you're close with like friends and family instead of strangers on the internet. Making your work public is scary, but don't be scared to admit you're not ready and need to build your confidence more. That is okay. Take care of yourself first and then everthing else will follow.

Oh ok, I’m sorry I took the previous reply a bit on the reckless side. Most of what’s holding myself back so far is three things: the first one being that my old comics I used to hate because of the lack of storyline and the lack of good plot got thrown away and the plots weren’t original and kept having cliffhangers. And I want to make short stories not long book series. I have old friends that did bully me in the past because I didn’t know any better with parts of my lessons in the past, and even though that never happens to me anymore, I feel more scared not many people I know will respond back.
The second was that I had problems taking and keeping advice from writers and trying to making stories for myself and online by asking advice from people on those sites, and their negative answers (because I din’t know better at the time) was so intimidating and draining, that I eventually deleted my former Twitter account at the time (right before it became x) permanently and the other accounts or servers were blocked via admin/server. And that was right before I moved to a new home in a different area.
And the third was that I do want to make a story I love and enjoy and make one from the get go, but I fear my story will fall flat and fall apart through plot holes, and ruin my own story I enjoy and want to tell, and eventually give myself fearful what if questions.
I suffered through a lot after those comics were thrown away. I didn’t want what happened before to ruin me, and I just want to be better at making comics and making stuff for myself. I just didn’t want my fear to grow, and my abilities to die.

Yes! I do this too! I usually schedule mine for when I'm sleeping or at work.

i don't think the two replies above at least, are taking this negatively, we're just responding to your statement. no one can tell you what to write, that's something every writer has to decide for themselves

Believe me, I understand sharing writing at a young age, I'll be 19 in a week and have been doing it since I was 15. It has very little to do with age, i think. everyone struggles with different things at different times. But again, no one can tell you how to conquer your specific fears, only give you suggestions.

Remember that the work you create is for yourself, not for other people. Everyone experiences rejection as a writer, and you learn to take the meat and leave the bone when you receive criticism. remember that other people's opinions are just that, opinions, and at the end of the day, the most important thing is that you create art from your soul that is a true expression of yourself.

I also felt this way, but I am willing to put it out there anyway. It would be a shame for talent to be unseen. I say, do it anyway!

You mentioned prompts... I will soon post for the first time my artworks as a visual prompt for artists and writers. Hopefully they will be useful to you and other creatives.

I suggest you post random works just to break the ice. When you get more comfortable-- post a short comic story. Break out of your comfort zone. That's where you get the best rewards.

Perhaps you can just post stuff and disable comments until you are comfortable. :blank:

You won't know anyone thoughts are on your work, and that should be okay.
Just share stuff you think is cool, or if you want a little (online) storage of your drawings/ writings.