i am grateful for your understanding it means a lot to me. i'll prob ramble to my friends if ever that happens or my family tbh. I just want to let go of a feeling that i've lost something that can't be replaced, if ever that happens.
ah, sadly. i really have some issues with dogs. not that i hate them. i just can't touch them. i was chased by a dog when i was a kid trying to go to my neighbor's house since their cat gave birth to kittens at the time. i was also almost bitten by a dog when i tried to pet them since the owner encouraged me to do so, they weren't leashed so they followed me around barking at me. also got bit twice but that was my stupidity, the dog was hanging around in the owner's store, unleashed so i thought it was friendly. the owner didn't tell me and only laughed at me after their dog tried to bit me.
i find them cute but can't get past having to be close with them. and while those memories stayed with me, i never hated the dogs, or dogs in general. i just wanna punch their owners, instead.
but i'd recommend maltipoo if there's anyone i know whose interested in having a dog that's energetic. its good for dogs like those with people that are athletic or enjoy outdoor activities. i think.