I'm starting to realize that right now, sticking to my most clear vision, especially with my art goals and commitment feeling invalidated is really the most important lesson.
Also Just submitted a few works to a juried art show. Was going to be my goal next year but this is the most motivated I've been in a cold period and I think my work right now is close to surpassing my best pieces. Might as well test the waters with a little Baptism by Fire.