Ah ok, yeah that can be tough!
and vothnthorvaldson, thank you!! ^^
I still keep getting negative comments even still on Reddit tonight. I just want to play an online game with my friends. All the negative comments are by brand new accounts too. I am pretty darn sure the person writing them is a guy that told me that he has "10 or 20 alts" and that he can change his ip and that he's always going to follow me around harassing me about this stuff. I wish he'd like um leave me alone.
But I really am a bother and get negative messages at lots of other places too including here because I end up being legitly stupid and they told me that I flood these forums and that I need a trigger warning 5 minutes before I even arrive and stuff and
my brother's toxic ex-girlfriend once said that I make others feel nervous and awkward and that in her eyes and my brother's I'm more immature and younger mentally than my 3-year-old niece.
I hate being such a dumb person that makes others feel awkward and nervous and anxious and that I make everyone around me feel uncomfortable.