Inspiration huh? Probably the best kindling for my fire was general life pressures. I just graduated college and finally got a freelance job after several months of job hunting. I didn't enjoy that job much even though it was pretty close to what I wanted to do out of college. Well that job crumbled when my boss stopped paying everyone on the team due to his own shady problems. Anyway, I instantly found a new part time job that I didn't like, but you know...bills.
On my days off I was stuck home alone while my boyfriend was at work. I felt a creeping sadness growing in me like moss on a rock. I wanted a way to escape the frame work capitalistic society has ensnared my boyfriend and me, limiting our resources to grow and establish a reliable future. I craved to be in nature, despite never really having any outdoor experience more than a couple camping trips as a young child. I was also listening to many new Youtube and rap artists at the time so I just sat there and marinated in their music.
I decided to write down these emotions of helplessness and anger in the rough form of a narrative. It was quite the experience! I just let the trapped feelings out without anyone to judge, crying, laughing, sick with rage, and many other intense emotions. With time and effort, it eventually turned into Visceral.
Here were some of the musical sparks I drew from:
Elements - Lidnsey Stirling https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf6LD2B_kDQ
Worldwide Choppers - Tech N9ne https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GhbkrOg9gA
Slave - Tech N9ne https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-1Kj-xpgpE
Omen - Mt Eden https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GjO6KRQODI
Masochist - Pendulum https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF1rD0uB3S4
Suffocate - Eligh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8AVuwPcOYg
Rock Bottom - Caspa and Rusko https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0n2wy2Ah_U
Boogie Man - Grieves https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iY5h74toqC4
Kocky - Tech N9ne https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDpx1B-O02E
Satisfied mind - Johnny Cash https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QphglQu3oL0
There were so many more songs but you get the idea...