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Hmmm... [image] Nate doesnt have many physical traits he likes in himself. Maybe his nose, it's the closest do liking. Unfortunatelly, he doesnt think he has many good emotional traits either. He'd say maybe it's his impulsiveness, as it made him and the boy he likes to be together. :3 [imag…
Thanks <3 I'm starting to heal with time :3
@Leyelle I feel so sad writing him suffer in silence ;-; Mine also was raised badly and he's pretty traumatized, but will he show it? will he try to heal? hell no, he'll laught it off. And he smokes a lot lmao RIGHT?? I struggle with that too. It's so hard to make a mother being so mean t…
@TAMAnnoying Yeah, I get that. Well, I see a lot, and I mean a lot of homophobia in my country, we have huge religious group that involves themself in politics, it's pretty hard here for lgbtqia+ people. I'm asexual, so I didnt suffer too much, just invalidation (and a lot of times from lgbtqia+ peo…
@Leyelle Saudade... well, it translates to "I miss [something/someone]", but it's not that exaclty, it has a especific feeling atached to it. It's missing something, longing to have it back. It can be very melancholic a lot of times. Sometimes you say you have saudade of someone meaning you are sad …
@TAMAnnoying I feel so guilty trying to write characters like that 
The mother of one of my boys is homophobic/transphobc/everything-phobic and I get so sad writing her I didnt list her cuz she doesnt appear thaaat much (because of lore stuff)
Not the laaaatest, but one of them. Nate my baby boy
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That's funny to think about! Well, let's see... Nate's is his negative mindset. I'd like to say it was his impulsiveness, but it gave him a boyfriend lmao. With all his negative thoughts he'd aways think no one likes him and he deserve to suffer. Matt's is the way he never shows how he trully …
Hmm... that's a good question. I don't like to think I do something never done before, because 3 years after I started Saudade I read Heartstopper and it touches on similar topics and I had mixed feelings 'bout it. But I believe I try to be more... bold? crude? in your face? about mental illness and…
I'm like that too lol, I find animals so hard to do but yours is so cute, really <3
This dumba*s aaaaaa i love him but I hate him. I never NEVER could draw him the way I wanted his face to be and cuz of that it changes a lot lmao
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He's pretty simple, but because I just cant with the features I wanted, he's the hardest. 
Those are from 2012, but I have them since... uh, around 2010? before that my novel was a fanfic. 2020 I started Saudade with the idea of them. Also, it was one of my first atempts in making digital art. :3 And it wasnt exactly my oldest drawing of them, but it was made on paper and it's probably in…
I agree with the people who said it's because it's more relatable for the female public. And sometimes the seme has this ~mysterious aura~ and stuff like that xD And usually the uke is more emotional so it has more things to write about, I guess? But to be fair, that's something I never thought abo…
I have the worse character development xD Nate is based on some aspects of myself, Matt is based on my best friend, Charlie has other aspects of me too and what I wished I was, Mike I just thought "he has to be angry but care for people in silence". Their likes and deslikes I started with the basics…
I never read what they advertise xD I usually search untill I find something that peaks my interest or something I happen to find arount the forum, but you're right, I think part of it is because they keep pushing it without me wanting it. Most of them arent even in the genre I like to read xD
Today I agree with everyone in this thread. I made the mistake to redraw the first few pages and gave up to continue the current pages xD so yeah. If I could, I'd never have redrawn them, even if they are better today. I kinda want to redraw if I get a chance to make it a physical book, so they are …
I hope it does something. I'm tired of not knowing if a notification is about my comic or an ad.
My story is heavy on mental health stuff, so I'd say I have at least one mc with some desabillities. Nate is depressed, if I dont go into details. If I do, he has depression and borderline personality disorder. I didnt know he had it untill I was diagnosed and read my script and went like "oh shi…
It's my 4th xD I think in 2020 I didnt do anything. On 2021, I made an ilustration for those who supported me. Last year I made ilustrations for those who supported + after reaching a goal, 1 illustration for everybody as an extra chapter. This year I have too many ideas xD I think I'll keep the …
Hey! LGBTQIA+ writer here! Aroace, bi and gender fluid, lots of things going on xD I work on an aquillean comic with lots of angst and lots of wholesomeness. There you follow the story of Nate and Matt; how they got together, how they deal with some mental health struggles and their growing love…
A fun thread! let's goooo 5 facts about Saudade:: 1- It was a Death Note AU fanfiction in 2008~2009, around 2009~2010 it became an original novel, and in 2020 I revived the story to make my comic. I changed the whole plot xD but the idea of the relationships stayed. That's why my characters ar…
[image] no context needed, it's self explanatory xD
It hurts less than seeing that not every sub reads my comic xD I stopped caring for that stuff a while back, but I'm always happy when I see a new sub or someone liking the chapters. I dont even know how many subs I have anymore, I stopped looking at it, not that I have a lot, a have a few, but the …
TL;DR: I started at 10 because I had a good imagination, at 24 I wanted to tell a story of my struggles. I remember I was around 10 when I started to write fictions. I think it was because I had a lot of creativity going on in my childhood and didnt have a way to put it out, I spent a lot of time…
The last illustration was my new cover :3 [image] But the last last thing I drew was my NSFW page that is up already. [image]
Hello, guys! I have an achillean dramatic romance going on for 3 years already, so full of content of drama and wholesome moments between the boys. :3 So what does it talk about? Saudade is a story about Nate, a depressed kid, who found a safe place in his friend, Matt. You follow their lives as …
In 2008, when I wrote a fanfic that'd become my comic, I was inspired by the movies A Walk to Remember and Bridge to Terabithia basically. But I was 12, so it grew with me and now i take inspo in my own life and is really far away from the original. By the original inspo, you can tell that one of th…
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All of them, but I'd say Mike needs it the most, the boy doesnt have many affection on his life and suffers in silence. Also has some angry issues because of it. [image]
Oh. Oh.... I never thought about that. But that would be rude, in my culture at least. Not offensive, tho, I could see two teenagers talking like that, but wow, rude hahahaha Not exactly who my character is. Not the route my scene was going lol it was just tiny joke and now we are talking about sexu…