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5 facts about Saudade::
1- It was a Death Note AU fanfiction in 2008~2009, around 2009~2010 it became an original novel, and in 2020 I revived the story to make my comic. I changed the whole plot xD but the idea of the relationships stayed. That's why my characters are designed to look like the boys from Wammy's House, to remember the origin of it all. Even the names.
2- In the original novel, Nate was suposed to have cancer, but as I grew I decided to write something that have more meaning to me. That's why it's heavy on mental health stuff, since I'm neurodivergent. I put a lot of my experiences on my characters, most on Nate, poor boy.
3- The relationship of Matt and Nate is based on my relationship with my best friend. And I think I unconsciously made some characters based on my alters (I have DID and stuff xD), and some scenes they are the ones who write, when I go back to read the scrip I have no idea what's written sometimes, it's always a surprise.
4- Talking about the script, I never know where the story is going. My writing process is organic, I just write and is like my characters are alive and doing their stuff. I once read that GRR Martin was like that and I'm gonna quote.
I think there are two types of writers, the architects and the gardeners. The architects plan everything ahead of time, like an architect building a house. (...) The gardeners dig a hole, drop in a seed and water it. They kind of know what seed it is, they know if planted a fantasy seed or mystery seed or whatever. But as the plant comes up and they water it, they don't know how many branches it's going to have, they find out as it grows.
That's why my scrip is so long and I think I'll never end it xD I've been working on my comic for 3 years and I'm now close to the half of what I've written, and it's far from the end. I want to write so much of their lives that I'm scared of how many years it'll take.
5- The title Saudade is a portuguese word and I chose that because of the longing feeling the comic has all around it. Not gonna lie, in the beginning I was going to kill a character so it was going to make more sense xD but I changed my mind as I dont want to make it darker than it is. And I want a happy ending, as it's about depression and I (want to) have hope for the future, so I dont want to make a depressed character give up. Cuz I dont want to give up.
That's it! I talk too much, i'm sorry hahaha here's my link