1: I write fiction but I read non-fiction. I find it funny that I can be so turned on by philosophy, personal development, and anything I find useful to apply, but when it comes to finding a good story to read, very few things grab my interest. Growing up, I didn't even like to read fiction and yet I wrote stories all the time.
2: I ask people to give me honest feedback and constructive criticism but criticism is still hard to swallow sometimes. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and anyone who has that knows we DO NOT STOP WORRYING, ever. And we filter things out in such a way that our weaknesses scream louder than our strengths.
3: I care what people say about me. I care how my actions and words affect other people. But it comes with the burden of needing validation from other people. On one end, it shows I'm not callous and unfeeling, but on the other, it shows I'm vulnerable and I'm a much harsher critic to myself than anyone else.
4: I can pick and choose when to write a new chapter but I cannot force myself to sit down and write something. I have to be in the mood for it or else nothing gets accomplished.
5: I don't do this for the money but sometimes I push my Ko-Fi page a little too much and can come off as desperate to some people. The truth is, I have no job, no income, and it's going to be a while before I can monetize my writing. I'm turning 27 this year and the most I've ever earned in a year was $550. Pretty frustrating!
What are your habits that you're not exactly proud of? This can also include habits as a comic artist.