I supposed we have no option but to disagree but when someone doesn't care about their work, why should I? If you're not willing to tell me why I should read it even mildly, why should I? I wouldn't try to convince you to read someone else's work by telling you all the bad points or just "I don't care".
In "I don't care" is I meant I don't care about the public reception, because if I don't care about it at all I won't bother doing it at all.
It's the same detachment that so I won't check how many number of likes it gets five minutes and compare how many likes I get with my friend. Not the detachment of "I no longer care about my work, let's half-ass my way to it and trash it."
I was here just to illustrate people who self-deprecate, and resulted into people telling me my mindset is wrong. I know it's might be not agreeable for some, I just want to share it so people understand not everyone is the same. It took me some courage because it might make people think badly about me, now I regret it and just don't care. I have enough in real life people forcing me to look happy or be positive since childhood for other people or making they look good, and punish me when I fail.
Truth is, it's still really hard for me to separate people's opinion about what I do, and about myself. If they find me unlikeable in one aspect, that's what I assume my worth of a person to them. If they find my art is bad, that means I am bad as a person; if they disagree with me, that means I am a bad person. In the past, having somebody disagree with me online will make me want to harm myself; because you have to be good and everyone like you, having somebody disagree with you means you are wrong and stupid and needs to be punished.
I hope you all don't hate me and make a petition to boycott my work, I hope it's just the opinion that differ I sincerely sorry for the opinion that ticks you off, or my attitude.
If you disagree or having input, feel free to express it in a different comment. Please don't reply to this or mention me at all. I think I'm approaching my limit. I have started cooperating and silencing down my mind, please don't make it go worse