I feel nothing for either friends, or girlfriends, and I did try something like this years ago, the result? disastrous lol.
I know that feeling of disgust not all of us have it tho, some are just indifferent to it, but I totally get you haha, other people going at it is downright disgusting to me, which is weird because when I did it, I was indifferent instead of disgusted...
Do you mean the feeling of falling in love? good luck with that, guys in irl are very different from the perfect guys that you find in romance fiction haha
I don't feel that I'm missing out, because even if it's really good to be in a happy relationship, at least to other people, I really like my "freedom" above all else, I realized that I'm happier on my own, doing whatever I want, whenever I want, and all my past relationships were just shackles... so yeah no need to experience it haha.