I can offer you advice, though it may differ from others' opinions and might not be useful for you. We mostly create so that others can see and enjoy what we are doing. However, it's important to remember that your primary goal should be your own joy and pride in your work; everything else comes second. A few months ago, I almost gave up writing due to harsh words from someone who, I concluded, just hated me. Also, in that group of that person was, others were constantly comparing their work with mine and saying, "Oh I got more subs than you." or "I got more like and I even not write BL," etc, etc. I deleted everything: my accounts on writing platforms, social media, everything. This happened when I was also trying hard to promote my story and noticed that I was getting very few likes, comments, and even the subscriptions stopped. I continued writing but didn't share anything. A good friend asked why I was keeping my stories hidden under the dresser, unseen by anyone. So, now I'm trying to adopt a new mindset: to write and share stories primarily for my own enjoyment, knowing that even if no one else sees them, I have achieved something for myself. Also, I'm pretty sure you have your share of readers who are always there.
Sorry for the sappy story; it's something I experienced, and it made me feel desperate too. So, keep creating – you're doing awesome.