Oh, don't worry about me. I was just more saying this because I feel like I've gotten a lot more busy with illustrating and writing. It's a "wasting my time" type of passion, not depression or suicidal. Though I find it funny you say that it's a sign of such, personally I think it's the other way around for me. I find myself in more darker places when I play games before and it was more of an addiction than an enjoyment. Fortunately, I have found that healthy balance for me to enjoy video games in a positive way.
Thanks for your concern. : )
Edit: Also, the whole spacing out in the corner thing is more of me giving myself silence and to keep up with my train of thoughts. I know it's a sign of someone stressed, depressed and what not but I've learned to use that time to keep myself away from technology. Cooking and cleaning also helps. Haha.