'Don't have too much passion' for writing in general? Woah, slow your roll there...
'Don't have too much passion' for writing on Tapas specifically? Yeah, probably. ^^;
I feel like maybe it's not clear that the novel I keep mentioning is already finished? ^^; Somewhere in the middle of that story I migrated LL to RoyalRoad and it did pretty well there...if it had gone on just a little longer it might have hit 10,000 views, but I'm satisfied with the 8.6K it did get.
Of course, I already got into that in another thread or two, so I didn't feel like explaining it again.
My point is, the title is literal, you guys! I'm not considering quitting writing entirely (I don't think I could even if I wanted to), I'm LITERALLY just considering not writing on Tapas anymore.
That...actually sounds really bleak. Did you mean for it to sound that way...? 6.6;;;
Anyway, this is a bit off topic, but I kinda feel like it needs to be said: I wasn't looking for 'success'. Webnovels aren't exactly a big thing; I never expected to have 10K subs or anything like that, especially not after the 2-3 measly years I've been here.
All I wanted was a "toehold". A small readership of maybe a dozen or so, whose numbers might at least increase by 1 or 2 over the course of the story, just to show its potential? That's all I was hoping for.
And I never got it. And it doesn't look like I'm ever going to get it (here), which is why I started this topic.
I hope you meant that, because it really is...I kinda miss the days when I didn't care.
Unfortunately, once you get a taste for attention it's difficult, if not impossible, to go back... ^^;
Welp, I guess I have to explain...nowadays, all I say is that 'I hate advertising', but really my relationship with it is kind of a micro version of the issue in the OP: I tried it for a while, I guilted myself about it for a while, but before long I realized I was doing a lot of harm to my self-worth and gaining very little in return.
So I quit (and without even starting a thread to ask permission~). Now I either advertise very passively (and/or in ways that I never have to look at again) or not at all. Call it whatever you want, but I have to look out for me.
Of course, there's also a logical aspect to the situation: I've been in the self-promo threads; I've even started a few. There is nothing there that's worth making myself even slightly uncomfortable over, imho. =/ If I was gonna 'learn marketing', I'd at least use my Twitter/Tumblr and have a decent chance that someone might actually click the links...or see them...
That's actually kinda my point...I want to share my work. Literally. I don't just want the 'possibility' of sharing my work; I already had that when I was 12, dreaming of being a famous author. And 12-year-old me would probably think I was a moron for doing all the work I've done just to spend years waiting for the 'possibility' that someone might look at it.
If there's anything I actually have learned about advertising, it's that you've got to go where the action is. You can't grow a garden out of cracks in the asphalt; you need something substantial to start with, you need to find potential and take advantage of it. You can waste a lot of your life trying to strain results out of what is essentially thin air; your efforts are better spent where they will be better rewarded.
Basically, you need to know when to hold 'em and when to fold 'em. ^^ And I think I've been here long enough to make the call. Most of the 'frustrated author' threads I've seen are the result of just a couple months of disappointment; I finished my first novel back in 2018.
So if what I'm supposed to expect is to have to wait half a decade or longer just to see the beginnings of what will probably be a very small following anyway, I say it's time to move on.
P.S. Yeah, I think I've convinced myself now. If nothing else, it'll be nice to take a break from the horror show that is THE DASHBOARD for at least a year. =P
Speaking of which, I see you guys looking at my books; don't think it'll change my mind. XD The trilogy and Wheels (which I completely forgot I wrote, somehow) are staying, but LL is going, so any likes or subs you leave there are gonna be meaningless in a few minutes.
On the off-chance that you aren't just trying to make me feel better and you really do want to read it, you can find it here: https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/34999/lune-levant