1679 / 2288
Jan 2018

It's cold and I don't like it. Yes yes, it's winter and it's supposed to be cold but the temperature dropped from -5 C to -24 C in a day and I didn't have time to get used to it. Now my hands are cold and my joints ache even indoors and it's difficult to draw. Ugh, I just want to crawl into bed and stay there until spring.

i woke up at 4pm today and now have no idea whts gonna go down when i try to sleep tonight

It's been raining really badly in my town (we've had storms so bad that my parents' studio lost its sign to the wind) and because of it the ground is really dangerous.
Yesterday I slipped and hurt my arm pretty badly, bruises all along my elbow.

I have a bunch of pages to crunch on and my arm is sore! AaaAAAagh end me

I hate it so much when riots go out of hand and your house almost
burns down :anger:

I'm having lunch and I tried not to spill any BBQ sauce out of this little container and I SPILLED ALL OF IT.

Today has been the Monday from "buggy" hell. From the minute I step into the day gig I'm getting hit left and right with needy/buggy co-workers. Fer Pete's sake, give a dude at least an hour to sit down & get settled..!

Trying to mentally get back into the zone to work on my comic page- this rain isnt helping. I feel like I wanna eat some Chinese food, watch an action movie, and call it a night.

I honestly hate myself a lot and wish I had at least one friend irl

yeah but there weren't any that interested me. also I'm too shy to even join new things if it's not required

You'll find someone!! Freshman year is a hard year for making friends.
Tip- go for the shy ones. 50% of the time they're also looking for friends but are too shy

Sophomore year is a b*tch.
With the year coming to an end, the year decides to drop everything on us.

  1. Poem analysis that needs to be done a week from now. The writer, by the way, is the overachiever of Philippine culture (and its national hero), Jose Rizal.
    His novels are hard enough, and now we have to do his poems?
  2. Frakkin Science Fair tomorrow. So that means we're gonna defend our crapshoot of a thesis against 2 grade levels (with 8 sections each) who are trained in the fine art of ripping a thesis to pieces.
    Oh. And the infamous panelists.
  3. A batch song. Yes, we have to make a song commemorating the (lack of) achievements done by our batch. Due next week.
  4. And the stress of navigating the minefield called "social life".

Wow.
I really need to stop whining and start working...

So apparently there was no world music class today
I wrote a note about this in my book but completely forgot fml

I know that feeling, love XD

Or like, when you head out from the dorm earlier because you thought the class was in 30 minutes, but no, it was in an hour.. XD

Talked to my counselor about switching classes and told her about the guy in question (and started crying like a baby because I'm really unstable now apparently) and all she really said was
"Oh, him? I know him, he's a great guy. Go talk with him and figure things out"

AARRGH!! Basically now I'm morally obligated to stay in my history class. Because it's the "right thing to do". Nooooooooooooooo please. Please.i have enough stress in my life

........really???, that`s terrible :anguished:
Does she know you already tried to do that?,
(maybe you didnt told her due to the distress of the moment. I am asking just in case :pensive: )

I really hope this gets solved soon.
I wish i have an idea how to solve this. If for any reason i get one, i`ll tell you.

And of course, i am here if you need to talk.

Thanks again.. I'll think of a way :slight_smile:
Sorry for bringing my angst onto forums lol

Don`t worry,that is what friends are for.

Also, this topic is literally for that,