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Nov 2017

Well, I mean, atleast it's swedish and not russian. The reason we have to learn it is mainly because during the middle ages when you guys practically enslaved us and gave all our lands off to random swedish ppl those people stayed... Or something like that. Anyway, the descendants of those people are why we have to learn swedish in school I think. There's a debate about it like every year and always fennoswedes are like nah you assholes need to learn my language!!! It's mighty annoying. We even have a political party that's called "The Swedish population party" (crude translation), it's fucking ridiculous. WHY DO THEY NEED THEIR OWN POLITICAL PARTY?!

"Our ancestors enslaved you and stole your shit so now you must learn our language otherwise I CALL DISCRIMINATION!!!!!"

When I used to work as a cashier I had this great encounter with a fennoswede lady, she came to the register and politely asked in finnish if I could serve her in swedish, told her that sorry ma'm I'm crap in it, so she turned to her hubby and told him "Look at this stupid finnish girl, can't even speak swedish" in swedish....I was like yo bitch, I could understand that just from word association & context from my knowledge of english... I said to her in swedish more or less that, but more politely, and her face at that point is one of my most treasured memories.

Lol not meaning to ruin a nice, lighthearted response. You know what's sad is the logical side of my brain knows this, and says "Man, you a cool dude!", but it's complicated? To be TMI for a moment, talking to a mental health specialist not too long ago I apparently show really obvious signs of depression, and other fun mental problems. I've just been too chicken to go to my doctor to see if it's a hormone imbalance before getting a proper mental health assessment. (Like, how do you even bring that up without it being painfully awkward? "Hey doc, I think about X a lot, can you test my blood?" I dunno, talking about feels just feels wrong.)

But man, that sassy confidence is fab, dude! I'm loving it!

When it comes to saying negative things, I always assume that everyone can understand me. I've heard stories. It's amazing how many polyglots you run into on the train.

I managed to splash booze in my eye

WHO SAID THE SIN DOESN'T PUNISH ITSELF

how do you achieve that? o-0 I'm and avid drinker and unless I'm pissed out of my mind I get the bottle/cup into my mouth at least XD

But i got it in my mouth
that's not the problem
Problem was after!!!

Because after getting some in my mouth, I turned the VERY TALL AND NEARLY EMPTY glass too fast

and it just splotched at the bottom and a bit jumped back at me like DOBBY IS A FREE ELF

People giving you shit when you play healer in any game ughhhhh. Like see my mana you asshole I am spamming you with heals and you just suck grrr... These are the type of players who never help you out either. I love playing healer in any game be it mmo or moba but the negatives are so annoying...Everything is always the healer's fault, completely. Not that the 20+ people in the raid did anything wrong, no.

Ohhhh!!! I know what you mean! I was always listening in of 4 different conversation of friend and friends of friends and then when they suddenly realize I'm not a ghost, they ask me why I'm not talking... Like... mmmm... on which conversation are we talking about me not talking? The one about the new pizza place, the one about the new ice-rink to be build or the one about "that" comedy show? And they would look at me like "all of them!" yeah no, I can't handle 3 separate conversation the way I handle 10 different story plots!!!

Don't try to be baritone!!! Try Alt! Why better! I can sing Soprano 1 easily... so long as it's just vocal practice as soon as I sing I can't hit that high depending on where the jump is... Mainly cause the choir teacher was useless and though I was singing false even when only my lips were moving she'd still shut me cause "you're singing false..."
And cause my range in wide spread She'd also switch me in a question of 1 week from Soprano 1 to 2 then to alt and the next week I was back at Soprano just before the choir festival! (and she'd always start choir practices a week to 2 weeks with 2 practices each week before any performance... which is weak, really pathetic of her!)
So I never got the chance to actually learn how to harness my higher vocal range. But if you were soprano don't go for Baritone, alt would be better suited! or tenor, maybe???

Haha I think you have misunderstood!
I was soprano...
Then I went on testosterone. Testosterone treatment makes your voice develop the way a man's voice does during puberty. What I ended up with is a voice that is naturally in the baritone range (Sometimes I wonder if I'd be a bass by now if I hadn't quit testosterone when I did...). I cannot ever do soprano again... well, unless I practice really hard to open up my full range and control such high notes. But that would require years of practice and bottom line still remains: baritone is my natural vocal type now.

High notes are my main difficulty actually xD
My comfortable/good notes are G2-A3 after a bit of warmup, with an additional slightly weaker F2 and an acceptable B3, however that B3 is kind of the note that's edging on the "needs work" part of my range. I am starting to waver into an E2 as well it seems, hopefully a teacher can help me grab that note too.
I can go higher than that of course, but as I said it needs some work. I'm more interested in learning to go lower if possible tho because it's just a lot more comfortable for me to actually use, and more useful for the type of music I wish to produce. Goths like their basses, baritones and sopranos!

I cannot say specifically where I was as a soprano however I did have a whistle register that I was working on before I stopped going to a singing teacher. I think I was able to go above a C6.

Since it's just a matter of training again, I say it's no loss really since my voice gave me such awful dysphoria. Only thing I miss from my soprano years is my cat's reaction to the higher part of my register when sung with a more intense vibrato. He would like purr and shake his head :joy:

Now he only purrs and occasionally meows back when I sing to him.

I have this cat who likes to play fetch, like, really likes to play fetch. Last night they insisted on playing, waking me up several times with their siren of a mow. I wouldn't have cared so much, but I had to get up at about 430am for work. Now I'm sitting at my desk, half dead cuz he just would not let me get any quality sleep. Uuuurg!

On top of that I have another cat who insists on going under the covers, and have me pet them constantly when they see I'm awake. If I don't let them under they paw at my face, and pull the covers off me. Uuuurg!

Cats, dude!

Apparently today is daylights saving time and I just ate lunch at 10:30.
I'm so pissed

I'd never even know this shit happens until my phone does it for me.

This is why we should expect a robot uprising, people :neutral_face:

Oh I see, well as per the singing, musical side at least you still have a decent range!

My mom is "book Friends" with a classical/opera singer and she tested my range she started me off at A or B3 to A6 no problem and then when I got to D7 I had already started dropping my notes and getting light headed - she told me if I wanted to improve I needed to practice breathing exercises. But I just like to sing for fun now with my comfortable notes at E3-B5 Perfect for most songs I sing along!

Your cat sounds like his your biggest fan XD
I sing to my dogs and they'd just look at me like I'm crazy! :joy:

I wish I had the courage to just be honest and come out. This was sort of the whole point of me going to therapy but I noticed that therapists don't like to talk about these types of things.

So now I am just left with hinting and half coming out. My parents are not pro-LGBT and I am worried they won't take me seriously and just think I am in a "depressed stage".