A story I am yet to post on tapas, ( maybe we’ll get there one day. I’m working on it) but the main character, Felix, has everything he wants, but this conflicts with what he really needs. It’s not until he loses his wants that he’s able to discover happiness. He struggles with self-hate, because he’s aware of his flaws, but doesn’t want to actually deal with them, or be strong enough to resist hurting others. He’s tortured with perpetual misery, because he believes he’s doomed and that there’s nothing he can do about it, so why bother trying to be better?
Of course, this is something he works through eventually. Kinda the main core of the plot.