Hello Lovely Creators 
I wanted to share this feeling of helplessness with you. May be you (who is currently reading it) might felt the same way before.
FYI, this is my first novel which I'm working on.
So, I never planned to write a novel (cuz it's not easy, duh) but a great story came to me and unfortunately, I picturized it like a movie.
It felt so exciting that it became my demon who chased me to put it into words. So, I started writing without caring of others.
Even though I know my few starting chapters were info dumps but I was satisfied cuz I at least gave proper detailing to that world and characters. But as I started to understand the way of writers, like -
- Stop narrating and make characters talk
- Keep up with the pace
- Readers will figure it out even with less detail
- Keep your vocabulary stacked
etc... etc...
I realized I was drifted away from the very reason I started this novel - To see it into proper words
And now this word limit of 15000 is really feels like a collar around neck.
You may not agree with me or may find me annoying for whining over some fictional novel, but please do share if you had this type of moments with your work.