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Feb 2022

Nothing, in particular, is just a world inside my head that I need to tell the world.
Grateful for those who saw it, like it, and regret not making more publicity before fading into the cruelty of time.

I´m reading all of your interesting answers but I know that I can´t answer this.
It´s not that I haven´t tried, I´m 46 and live like that all my life. I didn´t want to go to kindergarten,
school or any of the non creative jobs I had to do to survive

A burglar burgles

I want to put art and stories out there which I would like to see more of, and its kinda theuraputic

I want to emotionally move other people with my work. I sincerely believe that while my art is plain and mediocre, my writing and characterization are anything but plain.

I just need to find a way to help readers become aware of my story.

It's a passion that I want to bring forth and once you start getting into it, it becomes a great addiction rather being addicted to something that can be harmful.

After years coming up with ideas and still do, I decided to settle with "Lyza's Sandstorm" because I do believe in it.

And from there, I did inspire couple of friends to start regardless of art/writing quality but if you believe in what you do, you see the story and characters grow before your eyes.

why do you want to be remembered and what happen if no one remembered you?

Did you really become a homeless?

tell me that story or do you already wrote one and publish it?

where did you get that tissue paper?

I just love the feeling of doing things other people enjoy. Writing/drawing is my personal safe haven and what I'm better at. It's not like I'm a good artist, but time will say. I also fear being forgotten, on the other side.

I'd say both the feelings of "I'm unbearably happy because you liked my work" and "I don't want to disappear completely one day" are my primary motivations.

Because great artists live on after their death, or so it is said. Besides, I was introduced to the concept of death when I was ten and I have never moved on from that.

Because I want to put on (digital) paper ideas and stories in my head and it's also fun to do

No, I am interested in making them laugh as well as cry or think.

It's not about 'mentally scarring' them.

Because as a kid I had this thing where whenever I watched something or played something I liked, I was always like "I want that". It was not enough that I bought the toys, I wanted my own property that could stand toe-to-toe against the thing I admire. It was this weird mindset where I was like, "I want to make something that's competitor worthy. Something that isn't derivative."

As a result, I managed to develop this ability where I was able to get inspired by something and then I create something radically different. For example, I wanted my own Evil Dead; I ended up with a light hearted muppet comedy story that talks about the dangers of consumerism. It scratched my itch :v

THAT and also I'm tired of all the nihilistic, cynical shows on air (Your Rick & Morty's, Your Family Guy's, The Boys etc.). I want to create material that shows the dark and cruel sides of the world, but with characters that love each other. Basically, I wanna show a relative's point of view. He's struggled to an INSANE degree, but somehow, despite what these shows have to say and despite what these shows are telling their audience, he managed to remain optimistic/spiritual without wearing rose tinted glasses, believing forgiveness is the ultimate weapon. I think people should hear his stories. I'm just tired of these shows saying "Give up" when my relative has gone through the impossible.

Also speaking of nihilistic and cynical, I just want to create material that isn't blasphemous religious wise. People can write whatever they want. I'm not one of those crazies who'll clutch their pearls and say "YOU CAN'T SAY THAT!". I just want to even out the playing field if you know what I mean. I just think we have too much stories on Webtoons and Tapas that have people battling angels, dethroning God, dating angels, etc., etc.

I'll admit, that stuff can get interesting (Hellblazer is one of my favorite comics of all time) but if Biblical stuff is cool as people say, I'd rather play it straight as much as possible than try to add in my own interpretations that'd offend people who believe in this stuff. WITHOUT being preachy.

That's why I wanted to became a writer.

bcoz i heart it more than all the black holes in the infinite universe of multi-dimensional quantum existence :smiling_imp:

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