Hi guys, sorry I just want to hear your opinions regarding the struggles that i am having lately,
so basically I am currently working on my very first comic for an online competition submission,
however I do aware that I am lacking in lot of aspects, let's say anatomy, shadings, even my backgrounds looks like an kids drawing, well slightly better tho 
But I managed to work on a bit for the anatomy with the help of using Design Doll and also some with my own sketch even it's not perfect, and for the shadings, I kinda work it out using the tones although for me it's a bit overused but i had to otherwise the drawings will look bland.
so, what is the struggle? well, basically I kinda have these negative thoughts of wanting to stop or thinking that is not worth it to finish them since the judges might not read it anyway (there are few people said that the judges might only pick the ones that look good since there are a lot of submissions, but i am not sure if that is really true).
but i wanted to finish it because my struggles from a long time ago on drawing or my other projects is because i am lacking the ability to finish it. I either stop halfway or even just from the beginning. I am currently near halfway of finishing the comic, and even from the beginning i never thinking of having the ambition to win, i just want the experience of working on my first comic and see the result then analyze what i can do better.
Do you think that having the motivation 'to finish it' although it's not a good quality just for the sake of experience is good?
or do you think that i should rather stop and try to work on my basic first? even if i managed to get halfway already.
Sorry for the long post
Thank you guys!
*oh yeah sorry, i also spent nearly a month to work on the story script & storyboard and also the sketch which is why i have already full serious about finishing it 