Yes! Very compelled! Did my Last Train entry in less than a month, which I didn't plan on-it was supposed to take all through June, nope. And I often spend hours doing random good/bad illustrations of my chars (and not publishing a single one, which is a shame
but they feature future scenes/spoilers, so maybe not all put to waste. Currently attempting an animatic trailer and a standalone fight seq (w/AI voices, lol) and both are challenging and more interesting than my actual comic rn.
Of course, the problem with my ambitious "insanity/mania" is that it jumps from thing to thing, and I lose passion/steam on one ambitious project and head right into another. Least I'm actually publishing a thing online, which I would've never thought of doing a few years ago.
I'm staying away from ArtFight, not just because I don't know how it works, but I'll either lose myself into all the work or burn out of drawing, and we can't have that. Maybe next year?
I'm also itching to launch another story, but I fear I'll do myself in if I start it now, so I'll wait a few months--again...
With me, art chaos never ends!