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Mar 2015

It happens to nearly everyone, especially with artistic pursuits - prior to learning how to do something, we see people create things (even when they're an amateur) and tend to think "wow, how do they do that, they're so good!!" It's only after you start learning it yourself for a while that you realize how steep the hill actually is, in other words how far you need to go until you 'master' it. If that makes sense haha.

I've been drawing since as long as I can literally remember, and I also still feel some insecurity about my drawing skills and see no end to how much there is to improve on. But I just try my best to enjoy the process of learning instead of focusing on how much farther I need to go in reaching my desired skill level. Because even if you reach your goals, if you didn't enjoy the journey then what's the point?

Also,
http://www.ted.com/talks/amy_cuddy_your_body_language_shapes_who_you_are?language=en2
don't fake it til you make it, fake it til you become it. wink

Thing is what artist DOESN'T feel that way? Not being fully satisfied with your work is normal for many artists even professionals feel that way as well, the author of the Dragon ball series has made some dumb mistakes like forgetting to draw the tails in, my favorite manga artist has made dumb mistakes as well and acknowledges his mistakes.

I feel and know I'm not professional.

I some times see how other comic makers do their comics. Then I look at what I do and it feels like crayon scribbles in comparison. Like what the hell an I doing here? why am I doing this? I am not worthy! o n o;
And yet, I have people who like what I do. So I keep scribbling away.

I feel that way if I skip out on detailed backgrounds. And I mean having NO backgrounds for an entire page, it makes me feel so skeevy ugh! But my main issue comes with time restraints. My depression really fights back at the comic making process and I don't update as normally as I should. Hopefully I can get over that though!

I think it's a good feeling to have this impression of being "unprofessional". It doesn't mean it's true, because you will mostly compare yourself to people you think are better than you without knowing the whole story (if they struggle too, how long it took them to be where they are...) .
But it means you will push yourself to keep learning and be better. I guess just don't forget to see your personal evolution, you accomplishments or even other people cheers.

And, @MylCreates, @Freith, talking about TED talk, this is another video that is interesting to watch in this context.

My thoughts exactly, and I couldn't agree more. All artists feel unproffessional all the time, and that's what compels them to keep creating because they are never satisfied with their work. As long as they are never satisfied, they will keep creating, and that's a good thing.

@jayorten exactly, I have reached a part in my art where I am comfortable brought to make it into a comic now BUT I still do make mistakes in my art work and I do see them but it is art that I CREATED and it belongs to me and nobody else, that in my opinion is something to feel good about.

Same thought. Other people who support me said I'm really good and professional, but I know also my self that Iam not. I'm somehow contented to my work but others were not. And I can feel by the number of fans and viewers which really makes me sad and feel down.

I have the same problem man, not updating or just simply procrastinating, it makes for some sloppy work on my part. Added on to the fact that I too want to improve, yet I find myself not drawing as often as I should, y'know? =P I'm actually procrastinating this very moment, outlining my point. Hahaha!

If you're not constantly improving over time, you're never going to succeed. It's the great motivator: you see what great things others do, and you want to achieve that success as well. The only way to do it is by finding your way there - emulate, be inspired and innovate. Eventually, you'll have a legion of people following you and using you as their inspiration.

I think everyone can pick out bits they dont like about their art work, if you think your work is perfect you will never improve.

Even pros are improving, I read all the time pros saying GAHHH I WISH I WAS MORE ORGANIZED!
I think the best way to beat this feeling is just sit back and relax, in the future you will unintentionally fix these feelings smiley

It may help you to keep up with artists you admire. They often give out awesome help and advice to those who ask. Most of the professional artists I follow admit they don't know what they're doing sometimes. They share their old work and how they improved. It took me a while to realize that once upon a time they were just like me, and that none of their accomplishments came without hard work and dedication!

The worst thing you can do is stare at another artist's work and just wish.

You are improving though, the anatomy differences from the 1st page vs your latest page is fantastic! Keep it up and you'll have people wondering what it is you're doing to produce such nice lookin arts ;D

I've been reading webcomics for so long I've found that they all fall into one of two categories: those where the artist has innate drawing skills, and those that don't.

When the artist has innate skills, they could draw a scribble comic and it'll still be appealing. So even if it does have flaws (loose lines, strange anatomy), they're overlooked because the overall comic looks effortless. It just flows naturally- even it it's stick figures!

On the other hand, there are comics where the artist isn't naturally gifted. Even if they throw a bunch of effects onto it, it looks stiff and forced. A large majority of them fall under the "my first manga" category...you'd know it if you saw it.

From what I can see you've got natural skill so I wouldn't worry. I think the key is just constant practice, every day if you can, as well as studying the pros.

I know the feeling, and I share your thoughts. Everytime I'm drawing a page I feel like it's going to be the most awesome page ever, but when I finish it doesn't look like what I was expecting. I still love what I do, and I usually try to channel this (bad) feeling into positive self motivation. Never give up!

1 month later

I completely understand tat feel though because you look at everyone else and you're just like what am I doing with my life? I mean there's definitely been some improvement in my work compared to before but I always get that unprofessional feeling when I look at a work I've done.

If you want to feel better about your work, look at mine. That's pretty much why I started a webcomic: to make other people look good by comparison.

You're welcome, webcomic creators of the world.

I diagnose an early case of impostor's syndrome. Enough people will pull you down and criticize you. You have to be gentle with yourself and understand that everybody, including creators you feel are total professionals are also posturing most of the time! With time, impostor's syndrome goes away and you'll learn to objectively appreciate your work.

P.S. when you reach that level, some will perceive you as cocky!

Nnnh... well that comes down to motivation... (I'm no way a professional lol)
Being /professional/ doesn't mean "OMG ITS SO NEAT AND TIDY AND PROPORTIONALLY CORRECT"
I've seen professionals do some crazy work and it wouldn't even conform to anatomy or neat. But... obviously if thats not
your comic style then you're gonna have to dig down and find that missing motivation!
I always try to do my stuff to the best of my ability... Just think, If you did it well, if people comment on how nice it is then that makes you feel even better...