First of all, thank you so much for all the wonderful replies! Logically, I know that there are more people out there in the same situation as me. Seeing them is a completely different feeling, however. It makes me feel less alone.
@Zugaikotsu You're absolutely right about niche fans being more passionate! They get less content, in general, so they latch onto what they do get with everything they have and I love that. I'm not only a niche creator, I'm also a niche consumer, so it's absolutely my experience as well, and something I completely forgot about. Thank you for reminding me! And translating my genre into the trends is great advice, too! For example, Alice in Wonderland is technically an isekai, if you really think about it. It's all a matter of framing. I've been thinking what elements of my novel can be used in that way and adjusting my tags, etc, accordingly!
@MeltingCORE @UrMom @DokiDokiTsuna Since you all touch upon the point of being more involved in the community: I don't want to go into details but I'm neurodivergent and that's incredibly hard for me. If I get genuinely interested in someone's work and we click, I'm able to make friends and I have! But I can't keep up with discord servers or forums, for example, where there's a bigger group and things are constantly moving; it's too overwhelming for my brain. So while I definitely see the validity in your point, it's a tool I don't have at my disposal. At least, not without exerting an immense amount of effort and potentially damaging my mental health.
@andersondavid319 I cannot even begin to tell you how much I love my genre and my story. I was so overcome with love for it yesterday, I legit had to punch a pillow. It's ridiculous and kinda pathetic, but it is what it is.
Are you making something in this niche genre because that's what really speaks to you? Is that 100% what you truly want, and what you want the world to see more of? You can be passionate about your story in a lot of different ways, so ask yourself, is the genre one of them? Are you truly excited to see this gothic fantasy world of yours come to life?
The answer to all these questions is a resounding yes.
And I respect everyone doing this as either just a hobby or who doesn't want to chase after a career because it's too stressful and would rather wait and see if it happens naturally or not. But that's not me and, so, I have to worry about numbers and not only in a "number goes up, dopamine and serotonin unlocked!" way. I plan on doing exactly that and sticking to doing what I love, especially now that I'm happy and satisfied with the whole of where the story is going. It's just hard to have to balance the worry about more mundane things like building a career with this almost elation of creating something you believe is great.
@Kuma I would stab someone in the eye with a spork if they ever told me that to my face, tbh.
@MissFester Thank you so much for the encouraging words and I hope you find success as well! I've tried a few reddits for webnovels, but not many others. As for discords, like I said above, it's a bit hard for me, but I've been trying! And tiktok is new to me, but I've started posting some stuff there, as well! If I find some magic formula to get attention on social media, I'll definitely share!