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I like this. Apparently, it's a good motivational tool for giving up bad stuff as well. Instead of saying "I can't blah blah blah" you say "I don't blah blah blah" so it's a decision rather than something forced on you. Maybe that's the same principle? Not, "I want to be a writer" but "I write".

I used to want to be a professional writer. I still kind of do but not in the same way. The way I imagined it was that I'd strive to write my first book then it would get published and I could write the next ones from home with the money from writing keeping me afloat.Then I made friends with published writers and they'd achieved what I wanted to achieve and still needed day jobs.

It was an eye opener.

So I thought it was better to get a job I wanted and could get now (which I did) and keep writing and drawing on the side. It's working out quite well I think. It's quite low maintenance so I spend about 20 hours a week on projects. Maybe something will come of it and maybe something won't but I've still done a lot of stuff.

im determined to get top grades at my btec and at uni, and become a published graphic novellist!

Ever since I first saw 2d animated movies (disney and non-disney) I always wanted to draw and animate. I used to draw a lot when I was younger, but then I fell out of it for a few years but after I got my first tablet I came back to art. Now I'm really pushing to be an animator and concept artist for a game or animation studio, preferably Pixar or Laika (because Laika is f*cking awesome)

I want to be an influencer. I like doing memorable stuff and having stories to tell and lessons to share that motivate people to take a risk on what's in their heart, instead of just sticking with things that have a high probability of success.

You know, I looked at myself honestly and my answer was "I'm determined to get my work into Weird Tales and Chaosium. I'm determined to be the kind of person X, Y, Z famous artist I've followed forever would actually pay attention to and be buddies with."

Well that's bullshit, right? I'm 36, not in high school.

SO! My goal as of today is to be so satisfied with the work I'm doing that I genuinely do not care about, or need, particular people to notice and admire me. Running after a successful magazine or artist will do nothing for me if I'm not personally sucessful already.

Most people would probably find this weird but I want to try and sell cloth menstrual pads aimed at trans people as well as try and make people less scared about talking about periods

I've grown up surrounded by pads, periods and well just everything to do with the female reproductive system because of my mother who sells them. I've always been surprised how periods were seen to be something you could never talk about and it was almost seen to be disgusting. When we did sex-ed at school I was the only one that really knew anything much about both reproductive systems most people barley knew anything about their own and were extremely embarrassed to talk about it. The teacher talks to use about periods and showed us examples of products used. The things she showed us were disposable pads and tampons, having my mother make cloth pads and basically is the go to person for testing menstrual cups i was highly offended when the teacher didn't mention either of them so straight away I put up my hand and asked about them, i got a few strange looks as no one had dared ask any questions before hand and i was effectively telling the teacher she didn't know her stuff. She seemed a little flustered or at least thats how i remembered it and told the class that yes there are reusable products and then told me that she didn't think that they were that common or easy to get to i preceded to inform her about the internet and shamelessly promote my mother's site which has lots of pad makers in a thing kinda like ebay or esty but much smaller and just pads and stuff.

I even wrote a letter to the pad company U because in the period info pack they gave to the school they only advertised their own products and again didn't say anything about any of products. I didn't ever end up sending the letter which is a shame really because it was honestly disgraceful

As I got older I learnt more about the LGBTQ+ and started watching loads of video about trans people and reading loads of books (and a few comics). Recently i watched a video called "What if guys got their periods (some do)" as well as another which was a skit thingy done by a trans boy. That made me think. It had never really occurred to me that ftm people had periods, like i knew they did but i never thought about until then really and it made me think, I don't remember ever having seen or heard anything about any trans sellers or buyers and there has only been one person who didn't have a feminine name but I knew she was female so yeah. That made me think that mostly menstrual product makers always tend to always use colours and images that are commonly associated with femininity like pinks and pastels and flower/floral patterns and that most of them refer to their customers as women. I can understand why, most of their customers are women but i started wondering is this why there seems to be a lack of trans customers? Or is it maybe that people who are ftm and still have periods simply don't know and/or don't want to use cloth pads like plenty of women.

I don't know how the cloth pad community would think about me or my focus and id likely get hate but i want a place where ANYONE can buy pads without having to feel uncomfortable. If you're a guy wanting to buy floral pads I don't care, if your a lady wanting to buy pads with monster trucks on it I don't care. I know hate has been given to a male before because he tried to make menstrual cups and didn't know what people wanted but I've grown up around pads and I've helped my mum plenty of times making her's I know what I would be doing.

Basically I want to do as much as I can to do with making trans people more comfortable (both ftm and mtf and any non binary people) and teaching people about cloth pads.

I know that most peoples here have said things to do with art and this question was likely meant to be to do with art and stories and comic and stuff but I thought i would share what I am determined to do.

MUSIC CUE: Predator Soundtrack - Grim Discovery

The MERCENARIES are stalking through the jungle.

DUTCH: "What's got Billy so spooked?"

BILLY: "There's something out there waiting for us."

CUT TO: The PREDATOR decloaks out of sight of the team, but in sight of the audience.

PREDATOR: "Is it that time of the month again? Are you tired of pink and floral print?"

DUTCH (O.S.): "If it bleeds . . . we can kill it."

The PREDATOR holds up a medical-grade silicone cup with one clawed hand.

PREDATOR: "Introducing Yautja-brand menstrual cups. They won't slip out when you're running through the jungle. They won't slosh around when you're trying to hide from the enemy."

DUTCH (O.S.) : "Pretty high-tech shit for some half-arsed mountain boys."

PREDATOR: "Available from quality online stores."

CUT TO: The MERCENARIES are still stalking through the jungle.

BLAIN: "I ain't got time to bleed."

I want to be considered an author.
I want to create books or/and comics that can be bought in book stores. I would also love to have a following so I could go to conventions and do signings. Though mostly I just want people to enjoy my writing.

I would also love to get to the point where I can work part time or just do my writing for my career but yeah ... at this point I just want to get my writing out there.

Hmm... I'm determined to grow up and see where life takes me, because what you want and what life has in store for you can sometimes differ! :smiley:

That said, I hope to continue being an illustrator/children's writer and eventually become a seasoned comicker!

Today, I'm determined to be a blacksmith. For real...comics don't put food on the table for me yet. Anyone want some metal? here's joe making a screwdriver, as blacksmith junior I get to forge some blanks for his magic hammer to turn into cool stuff!

What is this event you speak of?

As for the way things work, yeah, I'm tired of it too. I'm trying to correct things and get myself back on track.

We'll get there =)

I'm determined to continue writing stories forever.

Because fuck death.

I'm not really determined to "be" anything tho.

But right now right now, I'm determined to stop eating these Funyuns and do the dishes.

I'm really determined to be an author. Like, you know, a New York Times bestseller author, like Gaiman or Riordan.
I'm also determined to be a videogame designer. I've always had a few ideas brewing in my head about these things, and I want to see them come to life, even though in the form of highly-rendered pixels.
More importantly, I want to finish everything I've started.

I have the same goal, so don't give up! The road is long and hard one, but if we stay determined and fight, we can do it. I wish you the best on this venture =)