It means you are in editor mode and STUDYING your comic, not reading it for enjoyment.
You should then be taking notes on what and where to improve your stuff(s).
Once you've done that, your old work is simply a reminder of where you used to be.
And there's reason to celebrate what you were able to do well - so early on or with little experience.
It sounds like some of those 'flaws' might still be around and it's weighing down on you. I suggest facing them and fixing them. And last, the best option is probably to churn out more better work so that the weak(er) stuff is a smaller portion of your stuff(s).
If you lose your first three fights, people will think you won't ever be a good fighter.
Win your next six and you're on a streak and people think about your brighter future, not the slower start.
Win the next bunch and people will say the first three fights didn't count.