I adore Lin Manuel, and I want to print this out for my work desk yessss
As for me, it's just...I'm honestly really really excited to work on my comic. (right now i'm working on two chapters at once to have "variety" between work) I am my biggest fan (and also worst critic). I can't wait to introduce things in the comic or get to a location/scene because i simply WANT to surprise myself and see how it'll look when it's there. And I just have this push like 'okay but don't HOG THE STORY TO YOURSELF, if you like it other people might too!' And it seems like my readers are, and that makes me SO HAPPY we can enjoy something together like this to people I've never met before.
Obviously there's also the idea of making a living out of it, but it's a tad more than that.
This is one of the walls in my room:
(Also why I've been a little inactive these past few days)
I ran out of space but that's only 2/3s of everything that happens BEFORE my comic starts. And I'm not done yet, I've been working on it till like 5am for the past few days plus working on comic pages, and merchandise for a festival on march.
It keeps me going because it's really all I can do and think about right now.
I'm terrified and frustrated half the time and I don't think it's good enough, but I still can't get it out of my head, so I guess it means more to me than fears of failure. And I think that's good-enough motivation.