I've spoken here and there about my music channel (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo6tDTz93g1FajESdfW0Vug) but I dunno if I've mentioned its accompanying bandcamp account, where I (used to...) post the karaoke versions of all my vocaloid covers, along with full albums of my 'fake game' OSTs: https://dokidokitsuna.bandcamp.com
It's been a while since I added anything new; I've kinda fallen off composing in recent years...oddly enough, I still make music regularly; it's just all WIPs and simple BGM loops for my YouTube essays. ^^;
One of these days, I'll be back-- tbh, I think I was at my best when I made the 'fake game' OSTs; it really felt like a way to express myself creatively and tell a story through a whole new medium. ^^ I've been thinking of doing a Pokemon-inspired one next, but that's still a very young idea.
Lemme tell you, I can relate...looking back, learning to compose was a real uphill climb for me, more than any other art form I had ever attempted. :T I remember when I used to have to hum each note into an online guitar tuner to figure out what it was, before I placed it in the software...thankfully, I managed to train my ear and get rid of that handicap pretty early on. Nevertheless, my music was quite bad for at least the first six months. ^^;
Even now, I consider myself merely 'competent'; I've made plenty of good things but I wouldn't call myself a good composer just yet. In fact, I actually had to retrain myself a bit after my recent hiatus...the skills haven't quite 'stuck' yet. But like I said, I'm sure I'll be back someday...