Well, for starters I'd look at your subscriber count on The Flipside. 1.9k people liked what they saw, think about that for a while. That all those people, those that know absolutely nothing about you saw what you'd posted and thought 'damn, I like this'. That is very important and something to be proud of.
Also, what I'm going to say next is from my MANY years of receiving therapy for Anxiety. Some of this you may already know but I'm just putting it all down here.
First off, Anxiety is like a fire and all of ones negative thoughts a feeling are akin to oxygen and fuel.
Second, don't fight the Anxiety. Try to listen to its saying and counter what it is saying. Essentially have a conversation with it. Overactive Anxiety is most oftern illogical. Apply logic to what it's saying.
Third, it's not a monster, of a terrible beast. Even if it feels like one. Anxiety/Fear comes from a very primal place and is there to help you. But sometimes it gets out of control and just goes nuts. YOU ARE IN CONTROL. You work together, like all your emotions as one.
Forth, seriously, talk to it. Really get to know why it is scared. It's possible that (it was in my case) that the fear is the 'child' part of you. Comfort it and talk to it.
That's my advice. It may sound like I'm talking down to you and I promise you I'm not. I just thought I'd break it all down into clear advice, that always helped/helps me. It's always good to remember that you're not alone.