I'm suicidal.
It's a bit complicated. My life is headed downhill before it even begins. I'm trying to find a way up and for a moment i found one, but it's really narrow pass.
You ever have those dreams you want to pursue? Then you realize you gotta pay bills so you go for "plan B" and get a job? Well i got a couple jobs and both ended with mental breakdowns. I won't get into it.
The point is, my dream is now my only option. My new plan B.
This is sort of my dream: My dream is to turn The Rainy Days into an animated web series. Of course it doesn't come cheap and i'm in poverty. I'm working around my obstacle by making it into a comic that could hopefully get funded and bring my dream into a reality. A little while ago i noticed the only program i can use for decent art is going through a cash grab mode and refusing to let me save my work for free. Now the suicidal thoughts are waiting for me to open the door.
If anyone has any decent programs that can run on a Chromebook laptop, let me know.
Lord knows i don't want to go through plan C.
EDIT: Alright false alarm on the sumopaint thing. It seems to be working as usual. This ain't a cry for help. It's more like a, "hey i got herpes. hows your day?" type deal. You shouldn't worry if you actually care, but thanks for reading. Good luck to anyone who's experience the tougher sides.