My First Comics:
My first completed piece had been a collab with other Tapas creators (many of whom are on Webtoons as well). I had met them all through discord, and we had slowly developed a strong enough friendship that we believed we could make something of this.
Honestly, it was a joke at first.
We were all talking about ship dynamics, and someone brought up the idea of superhero X villain. And then we were like “what if the villain was like head over heels in LOVE with the hero??”
Suddenly, we were drawing different designs for the hero and villain – we were organizing who would write the script, who would do the concepts, and more, really digging the idea of this short little comedy. It was only one episode long, but it also created a ton of fanart. It became the little mascot of our small little server. As such, Rain or Shine was born:
Our Universe was just a short story. That’s literally all it was. This wasn’t a grand idea I had like my horror stories. This wasn’t something I chewed on since I was 5 years old. No – Our Universe started as a simple short story. A horror romance between a young lady and the woman with stars in her eyes.
I wrote this story as a Writing Prompt of the Week submission. This used to be an active event in one of the discords I’m still apart of. You would get a prompt and try to write flash fiction for it. I still remember the prompt to this day:
When someone's heart breaks so does a piece of our world. This creates fissures, valleys and even cracks in the pavement. Tell a story about one of the broken pieces in this world.
Immediately, I thought of a woman with eyes made of stars and galaxies.
And it just went from there. The more I worked with the story and read it, the more I realized this could be a comic I could work on. Of course, it evolved overtime to become something bigger. The rest of how it came to be and what it really means to me can be read here:
I posted the first season on Tapas first, and then I took a long break. Making regularly update comics had been harder than I thought. I had the short story for this comic, but I didn’t write a script. Just a hapharzard storyboard that was quick and easy. That came to bite me in the ass when I realized I wanted to expand on it. So I had to sit back, take a break, and write more script. While doing that, I decided to go for something smaller. I’m talking around 3-6 episodes.
And then that same server had a Valentine’s Day contest.
As such, My Demon Valentine was born:
This time, I had stopped myself and wrote out a script. Again, I hadn’t developed any of the scripting labels I do now, but I felt if I didn’t do something, nothing could get done. So I wrote a quick script, designed a quick storyboard, and made those rough designs. In the end, I was able to complete my second finished piece: a 6-episode comic about an older woman who summoned a demon so she could take him out on a Valentine’s Day date.
This time, I did more for my story. For Our Universe, I didn’t really advertise it outside of two discord servers I was in. But for My Demon Valentine, I was very determined to win that contest. I had put so much work into it, so I was pumped up. I advertised it in the server, outside of the server, and then I went to the forums and posted the links there. Not just that, it had even convinced me to start a Twitter for my comics – putting hashtags, putting links. I wanted to win this contest.
I did not win the contest.
Of course, I had been kinda disappointed. But that feeling quickly went away when I saw how excited readers were for my stuff. There had been a smaller amount of human X non-human comics at the time, and people were just really excited to see more of it. They asked questions, wanted to know more about the characters, and kept asking for more content.
I went back to other creators about it, and they gave me some good advice:
“Seize the day and promote Our Universe on that comic.”
Well…I hadn’t thought about doing all of that. And I was worried that would get people excited for something that wasn’t ready yet. It was also because I hadn’t started to post Our Universe on Webtoons yet.
“Then post it.”
And so I did. But that day, something else happened: I discovered my brand. After the contest, my friends really pointed out the similar themes between Our Universe and My Demon Valentine: they were both non-human/human relationships. “Christina” came from the stars, and Adonis was a demon. I realized that I did like romance to an extend – it just had to be combined with horror. Horror romance seemed to be the brand that fit me the most. It’s what I really wanted out of my stories. Thus, I framed my comics and ideas about that.
What I Learned: I’d say this chapter taught me several things. I had to take a step back from bigger goals to start small. I could’ve started with the giant horror comic – a comic that wasn’t developed or even fully conceptualized. I could’ve started with that. But the more I worked on the smaller comics, the more I realized how burnt-out I would’ve been with the bigger work. As a beginner, doing everything for Our Universe and My Demon Valentine was kinda rough. I had just improved in using digital art programs, and I was still looking at tutorials on how to get more work done faster. Doing these two projects at that level was kinda daunting. Hence, I realized I couldn’t do my bigger projects – not yet.
And that was ok.
I also learned how to collab with other creators and understand what a true collab looked like. This was my first time really working with other creators and getting a project done. It took 3-4 months, we had a date, and everyone took part in the project. It also helped me break down comic-creating as a whole, and I know how my own process thanks to this collab. I also learned to spot the difference between a project that will go nowhere and a project that goes somewhere. It helped me to understand what realistic goals were.
Lastly, I had to explore other options to truly understand what I wanted. When I first came to the forums, I knew I loved horror. I knew I wanted to write horror comics. But I didn’t know how that brand would look like. When I finished the first season of OU and finished MDV, I realized my brand: horror romance. I liked human/Non-human relationships. I liked horror with romantic elements.
And I probably wouldn’t have come to this conclusion without trying new things and starting a bit smaller.